It's Not TOO Easy...But TOO Hard..!

All these years in my life..There'sthousand of people who walks in andout of my life...the one who walks inalways walks out..why?

Because i DONT accept stangers thateasy to walks in my life..its soundstupid but thats the way i am...But once i let them in..thats meanhe/she is someone the i love..justlike my family..brothers,sisters andfriends..

Loosing one of them could reduce me totears..its way TOO hard on loosingthem.. To accept them in my life needyears!

Theres no way i could let themgo just like that..!I can't imagine how stupid someonecould be..! They can just let someonethey love go just in a few sec! Butwhat else could i say..MAY BE THEY HAVEN'T LEARN TO APPRECIATE!!

To me...every single person in my lifewill never be replaced! NEVER..! Imnot that STUPID! I Appreciate everysingle person..THANK YOU SO MUCH to..

Mum
Dad
My Brothers
Sister [kak Tania]
Cousins [Spe. Chot]
Abg Min
Kak Tma
Ina
Ana
Ayie
Syam
Adra
Remy
Chong
Azirawiyah
Anuar Mustafa
Fikri Emir
Syed Yasir
Hafifi
Liyana

I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR BEING IN MY LIFE...Nothing Could Replace You..NOTHING!Im not that stupid to loose You..!

xoxo
akuDANkenpa

Dating + Permandangan = Kenangan Terindah!

Ahad 15 April

Ye! Hari ni aku keluar dating..!! Dgn liyana..!! sgt seronok! aku membawa photographer peribadi aku...but ape yang mencacatkan hari tu..aku di kompaun sbb tak de kupon parking..babi betol! melayang duit aku baya saman tu and terbantut harapan nak bawak liyana dating kat pantai...tapi xpe aku dah janji nak bawak die lain kali memandangkan aku pun ade nak selesaikan msalah friendshp ptg tu..so no hal la..! tapi aku dapat bwak die pegi water front lumut..aku seronok bile die seronok! atok sayang cu!

BBQ + Kecoh = Seronok!

Sabtu 14 April 2007

Malam ini kami buat family gathering + bbq! sgt seronok! Lawak lawak + gelak ketawa...hee...im so happy being in this family..!!!! here some photos!

Aku + Busy = xde mase!

For the whole month i was busy or should i say very very busy? All the assignmnet that need to be submited + test & quizes and + system project that need to be completed and present.


But now? alhamdulillah...everything is done! Test past with good marks and project present with no error so i dun have to represent it..and final report is submited!

When evrything is done..i head back home for a very nice rest without have to think about project that i have to complete before i start thinking about ny final exam! gosh! its really here.. my first paper is on 25th and my last is on 8th of may...

Bad New + Good News = Comming Soon!

Some Good News & Bad New!

Check out soon!

Location + Kilometers = Im Missing You * ='(

It's been 2 month since i went away and tonight i felt like somethin is missing in me..then i realise that my life is never been the same again! Even though i have my new found happy (syue,zera,syeila,basyi,iffad,tim & CS5CA) but everything will never be the same with my friends in Pahang..the girls specisificly! I miss you girls so much! really truly sad leaving you guys probably the hardest thing to do is leaving you girls but i need a new life and you will always in my heart! Luv you!

(Memories - CS Dinner 2006)

Aku Yang Comel

Melepak2 + Farah = Gile2 Time!

Yeyeah..!! Cik fawah yang gile pulang ke kampung...shaye pun menjadi gile seperti die... Kami keluar jalan2..lepak2 + makan2...Swonok.....!!!!!

Hazeiq 1st Birthday Bash + My Bro Trip To Bandung = Not A Boring Day!

Its hazieq birthday party tonight...everything was perfect..! the food and the ice cream cake! Nyummy!! So sad Mak Ngah and family unable to join us and the saddest thing is my bestest-rest cousin is not around..she's in Kelantan for the stupid PLKN! Happy First Birthday Hazeiq!


Here is some pic of my brother and his girlfriend during their visit to Bandung, Indonesia. They were there for 5 days and surely he bought me a nice presentS...if not i wont be uploading these pix! heeehaaa..!

KARMA + Reality = True Colors Of A BIG Liar!

Here i am siting at my desk early in the morning with ciggerette between my finger writing the story that i promised you...!

People use to hear but Karma...what goes around come around...what have anyome experience it? Yeah i do!

A couple of month a go my life was like a roller coaster..but the different is it keeps going down! It brokes my heart and so i make a decisions and i ask my mom and dad for help and they advice me to transfer and i did! Thank god! Back to my old campus..people keep saying bad things about me too many bad stories and the one i cant forget is the BIG mouth telling everyone that im transfering bacause im tired of being a guy and im here at my new place because i want to be WOMEN! thats a lie...

here my latest pix..

But then..i heard people are now seeing the true colors of the BIG mouth..they're now opening their eyes after being bash by him..

Smua penipuan, penyelewengan kini terbongkar...PENIPU GEMUK kini mendapat malu... Menipu dan melobi setiap orang agar membenci aku..semua orang yang TAK pernah aku musuhi satu ketika dulu tiba2 memandang aku dengan penuh rasa benci dan menyampah... tapi its ok..mungkin masa tu korang still tak nampak perangai dia.. dia mempergunakan setiap satu dari korang...korang di umpat..di buruk2kan...korang tau semua tu? TAK? yep.. mungkin orang tak bg tau korang...tu yang membezakan kita dengan PENIPU... Yang ada kereta yang ada kelebihan akan dia gunakan secukupnya.. TAK tahu? takan PENIPU nak cakap yang dia MENIPU?

Apa puncanya makanan sewaktu dinner tidak mencukupi? dan insiden seperti itu terus berlaku? mungkin PENIPU dan Konco2nya mempunyai jawapan...DAN mungkin persatuan perlu mempunyai JURU AUDIT tersendiri bagi mengesan penyelewengan dalam pengurusan wang persatuan...?

Aku tak paham macam mana masih ada orang yang tidak dapat melihat permainan yang di mainkan oleh PENIPU...i know it since the beginning...dengan pengakuan yang di buat secara terbuka tentang kehandalan dia melobi pemikiran orang? Still tak nampak? JANGAN BIARKAN DIRI KAMU TERUS DI TIPU...!

Penipu menyusahkan hidup aku..aku pergi dengan satu pengajaran yang amat bermakna... DONT PLAY IT NICE WITH A LIAR! IF YOU PLAY IT NICE YOU SURELY LOST THE GAME! This is why i wrote this...

Why i title it with KARMA? People hate me because of him...now people hate for what what he did..but not for what he did to me but what he did to them..WHAT make this more interesting? All the people who hate him now are the people who used to hate me...

p/s- YOU CAN HATE ME FOR WRITING THIS BUT PLEASE OPEN UP YOUR EYES! THE LIAR IS IN FRONT OF YOU...the one who going to suffer is you! Dun worry! I'll Survive! There's no liar here! People here in sri iskandar is well civilized!

Statistic's Test = Satisfied! + Chit Chat + Pretty Wow Wow! = Great Day!

The statistic's test was great except for one question i get all wrong! daymn! but i think its better that my first test! ngeee...!! in the evening is my first time asking my dream girl out to have a lilttle chit chat...and we have it nice! beginning with the sweet conneto ice cream..gosh! finally i did it! i really wanna did it for the first time with ice cream! i like it of course..! i still remember what my bestfriend myn said the night before.. "know what wan..myn rase its ok walaupun may be later wan akan suffer but at least for now wan finally happy!"

yeah! thats how i feel! i know i may suffer in the end but at least for now! i am happy! thanks to preety preety wow wow for my new found happiness! after the meet i headed for home and the first time since 1 and a half year i get a very nice early sleep! Finally!

I'm Happy Even Though Not For Long!

Shaye Lepak + Study Bersama Anak2 Ikan Emas Shaye!

Today im actually having a great day with all my "Ikan Emas"! At first we done somethin that is so out of instructions for our special topic but dun worry! we will not get caught! heheh..! And after that we went to the dining hall and have our evening drink and lil chit chat and laugh! gosH..sgt seronok lepak ngan derang ni..hee..! Syue,Zera,Basyi,Syeila,Iffad,Tim and the fellow CS5A!

And at night..we continue our QMT Study session and that night i get to know someone new and fun...!! Awinnn!! Most probably the funniest girl in town! yee! Benor..! heee..!! Thanks to cik syue and cik zera..!! weee...!!!!

Again to all my anak ikan emas...thanks for helping me out with the statistic!! Sgt Appreciate!

Mekacih Anak-Anak Ikan Ku Yang Bijak! + Cerdik!

first of all i would like to say thanx to all my friends who help me with my statistic even io dunno what the question really one but im happy answering..it feels like im on the right track answering it..!! heeehaaa..!!! Here names who help me with chapter 5! Syue, Zera,Syeila and Basyi!!!

You're Beautiful!

You're Beautiful!

Dedicated to Preety Wow wow!

My life is brilliant.My love is pure.

I saw an angel.Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that,

'Cause I've got a plan

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Fucking high,

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

Masa Lapang Yang Suprb! + Work Done!

After weeks of struggling for the report of System Analyst project..today i take a quick break to go out and have some fun with friends! Bowling + Kareoke! Superb combination! At night after 6 hours having fun i got back and finish my work! yeah..its really done! Now only the programming phase! daymn!

Stay tune for the KARMA post!

Busy Tahap Gampang + Mencari Kelapangan

These few weeks i'll be so damn busy with tests and quizzez! + 4 reports for my system project that must be submited by next week..! God please take the gun blow my head off! I dun even have time for my life now and shit! i have HOT story on KARMA that i realy wanna tell the world about.but but for the time being just let me finish my reports first! and not to forget.. my branch.. im straving~!


p/s- Let me tell you that today i will be updating my blog more than once because there's so much that i wanna say!

my side of story + the Truth = a little bit of sins

This my new blog the i created as a replacement of my estranged blog.Where you can find the whole side of story of me and the words that come from my hurt, happy, blurr, curious heart. What you see is what you get. Im still in the middle of the process to pt my life back together but who knows that my heart are missing something rite now but i will not end up hangin my self in my room or lying dead on the floor of my bedroom overdosed! Someday, somehow.....im going to find it..!